So I am going through a few more issues with custody and have had many tings to think about. Once I was done and I prayed with the kids, these are the words that I want to share: Abiss; Once again, I find myself alone. The solace and silence of which I have become so prone. I try and remember that I am not by myslef, That He has not forgotten me on some shelf. He always has me in mind, With blessings in store, rich and kind. But how do I open my eyes to see, And push away all that worries that scare me? How do I leave this great abiss? How do I allow myself to feel my child's tender kiss? I have to be strong so that they won't feel, The brunt and the hurt that I kill when I kneel. Please, Lord give me the power this day, To endure all thou hast to put into my way. Just one note, I will ask no more, Please give me to patience to love and to hold, My dear little loved ones past when I grow old.